First day as an 'alpaca intern'

Today I learned that the White Violet Center was named thusly because the founder of Saint-Mary-of-the-Woods liked the white violet for its resilience (among other things). The flower symbolism pages say it represents 'taking chances, and happiness'. I had no idea. Odd for me, I think, since I have heard more people call me resilient these past two years than ever before. I am also taking a huge chance in walking away from the job hunt for a bit, and hanging up my frustrations with temping.

So after two years of living in other people's space (and THANK GOODNESS they let me!!), I have an actual room of my own. I never thought I would be so happy to have a dresser, and a closet. It is odd, because it's a dorm situation, but it's not traumatic like Freshman year. It's more of a relief. The guilt of asking people to let me live with them was quite heavy. I mean, this is AMERICA, right? Aren't we all supposed to make our way on our own? Find a job, get a place, settle down? We need to rethink that. We are moving into a new era, and I don't think people can make it on their own anymore. I am so grateful to the friends who have helped me out the past two years. I would be lost without my friends.

The day today consisted of 7:30 awakening time, packing Garland's car, running a bunch of pre-move errands, 1 hour 20 minute drive here, unpacking the car, hugging Garland farewell, tour of facilities, picture taking (for a badge), drug test, more orientation, meeting people, unpacking stuff in the room and now....::whew::....after this attempt at a blog: doing my taxes.

I am tired, but happy. Tomorrow I will add pictures of the room and the grounds. Oh, and get a TB test, required by the Center. Wonder what will happen if I have it?

I report for wonderful outdoor farm work at 8:00. Sunscreen, Wellingtons and organic bug deterrent are ready to go!